July 2011
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"He had very little communication with anyone he...
Saw this from a friend on Facebook.
It’s National Book Week. The rules: Grab the closest book to you. Go to page 56. Copy the 5th sentence as your status. Don’t mention the book. Post these rules as part of your status.
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I feel like such a big sister
You know how siblings are often annoyed with each other and wouldn’t want anything to do with one another, but when someone not of their kin does something shady towards a person’s sibling, that person will always, by default, have that feeling of kicking the asshole’s ass for doing their sibling wrong.
Well, my baby brother’s classmates, as I’ve been told, call him...
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Ok.
A bunch of references I need for my open-themed painting for Shell. I think I’m going to invoke depression, misery, confusion, guilt, denial and disappointment. Ain’t it too glum? Heh.
Black dog - depression
Grave - misery
Hourglass - confusion & denial, Ashes (instead of sand) - guilt
Shattered glass - disappointment
Yea, well, I really hope I could pull off a good...
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Shell painting due next week. Motherfuck, I’ll be using oil paint and I have no clue what to fucking paint. I have to do a plate for Textile Design, too, and no progress so far. Oh my god, I don’t want any more fucking contests and away-from-civilization vacations. Plus, I’m still 0% on my thesis so…. /dies
Retreat (inside stories and jokes ahead, better...
I wasn’t able to take decent pictures since some typhoon decided to come to our country and shower the place for the whole three days we were there. And even though the whole AD7 (my former block) wasn’t there, we still managed to have some fun. I couldn’t keep up with their energy most of the time, what with all the ghetto Dora the Explorer references for the whole three days,...
I guess other people have more problems than I do. I really need to stop trying to be such a teenager and move the fuck on.
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Sorry, Mom, but..
I’m so tired of getting treated like a baby with no choice. I’m no longer that kid who you can stick up a spoon full of shit, leaving me with no choice but to eat and swallow it just to please you. I badly want to live even just a little, but since you make it a point that you’re the one who’s paying for my tuition, giving me food and shelter, having no money like...
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Woke up at 8am to meet up with my blockmates at Jupiter Street in Makati to pass our Petron artworks. Everyone expected to go home after that, but my good friend Hannah just had to drag us to where she wanted. We walked all the way to the Ayala Triangle, expecting to hang at Banapple, but fuck that, we went for Coffee Bean instead. Fuck, we walked by at least 2 Coffee Bean shops before that. Tired...
“Anything is a waste of time unless you are fucking well or creating well or...”
– Charles Bukowski
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More than anything else, I’d really like to go to Baguio. I want to immerse myself in the city, with the cold breeze touching every part of my body or getting high whilst walking in Session Road or in Camp John Hay. It’s as if being there could recharge my drained batteries. Imagine waking up to the view of the mountains by your window, taking an FX for a cab with the windows down and...
“No fault, none to blame it doesn’t mean I don’t desire to
Point the...”
– Tool, Schism
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If it were up to me, I'd:
Travel the world
Take photos of people from different cultures
Meet good, random strangers
Learn from other people from different walks of life
Go shopping
Paint in seclusion, in a hotel room by the balcony
Get high whilst reading a good book
Go to record stores like they did in the past
Get lost in a bookstore
Go to England and drink in a pub with my boyfriend
Watch movies all night in...
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All I really want is a time-out
I’ve been hearing a lot about “school” over the past few weeks. Some people rant about it just because they can, while some people are just too tired of it. In my case, I fall in the category of the latter. Yea, education is important and all that shit, what you do early in life manifests itself in the future, but do tell me something I don’t know. I like my course, I like...
“It’s clear to me now that I have been moving toward you and you toward me for a...”
– Robert James Waller (via sleepingtigers)
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“And I’ve had recurring nightmares
That I was loved for who I am
And...”
– Hoodoo, Muse
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20th and UC
I had an amazing weekend at the Navascas’ and at Chok’s.
Keka and Chok video-calling their relatives in Singapore
Puroy being the cute little tot that he is.
I have to tell you, I was scared shitless of Tita Ivy at first, but she was just awesome all night
Puroy likes eggplants. Well..
At Chok’s, with him wearing the V mask he stole from Cyrus.
...
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“Hear me shout
Come on in
What’s the news, where ya been
Cause...”
– Pink Floyd, Wot’s… Uh the Deal?
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Doing this trivial shit before I start working on my Composition plate for Petron.
1 I’ve come to realize that my last kiss was: swift
2 I am listening to: Pink Floyd’s The Wall album
3 I talk: a lot when I’m with people I’m close to
4 I love: times when I enjoy being a bum
5 My best friends: are the people I can never really let go of
6 My first real kiss: was...
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Well, people I don’t talk to often are talking to me. It’s a really nice compensation from all the self-loathing earlier.
God, I am such a fucking teenager, it’s so goddamn annoying as fuck.
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I feel like shit, and I don’t know why. I feel like a useless, ugly, insignificant twat, and I don’t know why. I feel like everyone loathes me, and I don’t know why. I feel like the last option for everything, and I don’t know why. I feel like nobody genuinely cares about me, and I don’t know why.
And I just finished my fucking period. This ain’t no PMS.
The over-thinking must end.
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I die.
It’s never a joke to be a Fine Arts student, what with all these plates and shit every week whether through manual or digital output. I still have a lot to do in so little time, and I feel bad that I’ve put my thesis on hold at the moment. I’d really like to start on it, but all these fucking plates don’t permit me to. Well, at least I’ve something on my hands to keep...
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:)
Nothing feels better than you feeling a little better. It beats the rain, missing out on weekend fun, and doing plates all weekend.
Plates all weekend? Challenge accepted. Fuck.
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ONE BIG FUCKING WHATFUCKINGEVER.
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I miss it.
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Selfish thoughts
You know how terribly awful it feels when you’re in a situation you don’t have control of? Like, you can only watch it crumble and/or rise up from a distance. Like, you want to intervene so badly but the person in control of the situation won’t let you. And all you have to do is wait. Wait until everything starts to become better. Wait until he comes back to you. Wait until...
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Don’t go far off, not even for a day, because —
because — I don’t know how to say it: a day is long
and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station
when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.
Don’t leave me, even for an hour, because
then the little drops of anguish will all run together,
the smoke that roams looking for a home will...
Emptiness.
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I’m starting to recover from a fever I had for two days. I haven’t had fever in seven years. I’m still weak but I need to start on my Textile Design studies that’s due tomorrow. My period’s also coming up this week so I really had to go through shit with my illness and physical PMS.
I haven’t been the best person around lately, but I can’t wait for...
